Friday, 5 March 2010

little big man:
Weighing in at 10.1 lbs (HOLY COW!) Mr. Logan Beckett Hawk passed his 2nd MRI appointment with flying colors :) His head circumference is following a normal curve around the 50th percentile and his brain ventricles are still dilated but remain the same size they were back at our 20week ultrasound. Kevin & I at this point are pretty confident that Logan's brain is just on a different variation of normal than most.
have milk will travel:
This morning was my 1st time breastfeeding in public! MRI waiting room at Yale. I feel empowered. Happy to report start to finish I managed not to flash anyone. Jackpot. I'm a mobile milk mommy :)
bad boy:
Our other baby though went into Logans room and got into the trash can with all the dirty diapers (NASTY!!) we caught him red handed this morning when we returned unexpectedly 5mins after leaving because we forgot to pack stroller. Perhaps a little bit of jealousy that baby gets to go everywhere with us. I added more shame to him by taking his picture while he was told to help Dad clean up the mess.

Wednesday, 3 March 2010

Pictureless Snapshot

Our life that surrounds baby Logan

We're still on track to close on our new house March 30th - notsofar away anymore...sometimes I can't believe we'll be home owners this month. We've been wanting this for so long. We have big dreams and a long list of things to do once we're in! So ready.

Kevin has been working the most normal work schedule I think he has ever worked & is able to be home most days between 3:30-4:00 at which point he becomes Mr. Mom. And regardless if I've had a stressful, cry filled day or not, the minute I pass Logan off is the minute I want to hold him again. But Kevin is both Dylan and Logans outlet for fun - somehow Kevin manages to throw the ball for Dylan all while entertaining Logan. A feat I have yet to figure out. Two days of the week Kevin goes to class 45mins away to finish up his masters. Come June he will graduate :) It takes all of his energy to power through those two days - before it was just having to sit through 2 three hour classes right after work now it means foregoing his Mr. Mom role as well, which I know he misses. Needless to say he'll be happy come June when school is donzo! Sometimes I think my days are busy but then I see Kevins schedule.

The jist of my days can be seen through the pictures I post on the blog. I'm busy just a different kind of busy. I feed, change and have carpet picnics with Logan. And if we're lucky and the weather is nice we go out for walks. It sounds boring and mundane but it's anything but that- it's one of the most difficult jobs I've ever had. They say you burn a lot of calories breastfeeding but I think more calories are burned trying to calm a crying baby or running around the house trying to clean everything for the one hour that the baby is napping. Amazing the mess a newborn leaves in his wake. Some days I feel like all my energy has been sucked right out of me - literally. I try to be supermom & it's a tough pill to swallow on the days I don't get everything I wanted to done. Just need to learn to drop the supermom complex and soak up more of this itty-bitty baby time :)

It's definitely been an adjustment for all of us but I already feel like we're slipping into a routine. We both have tough days - but it's amazing how a hot shower seems to wash off more than just spit-up. Bills may be tight and there may be some days when we look at each other and wonder how we're going to afford a new baby and a new house on one income at the same time but I'm extremely grateful for being able to stay home and couldn't imagine it any other way- pretty sure we're on the same page with that.

Love our little family & lovin our life.

Smilin?!

Caught a couple of what I think are the beginings of a smile and laugh. Then again they could just be gas smirks...but I'd like to think I made him smile this morning :)

never know when a baby will do something uber cute - good thing the camera has been living on my face these days

Tuesday, 2 March 2010

Vitamin D

Took our babies out for a dose of sunshine this morning.


bring on the nice weather...

Turtle power