

biggg stretch


too much mommy, too much.






I think we're workin on a tradition...last year Mary came to visit us all the way in England while on her springbreak & here she is again visiting us in CT on her springbreak :) I picked her up Tuesday & returned her yesterday :/ Fun times playing with the baby and catching her up with the good, the bad & the ugly details of childbirth and life after baby. Not quite the same type of springbreak that we use to have back in the day but not any less fun.
Easter consisted of us beginning to pack up our house for our big move this & next week, going to our friends house for dinner, and crawling into bed at 8:30 :) For Logans first Easter he got a couple Easter cards in the mail and Grandma & Grandpa sent an Easter box with some new outfits and a couple stuffed bunnies. No dyed eggs & no Easter egg hunts for this little guy - perhaps next year when he can participate.
Most days I look like someone threw me from a train and I landed in a thorn bush. I have a little extra baggage under the eyes my hair looks like a bird has found a residence in it. If you don't count my showers I've been in a bra for 1,416hrs straight. Most days I smell like spit up and I bet out of a line up of babies I could pick out the smell of my baby's dirty diaper. Kevin still tells me that I'm beautiful though and when he comes home at 4 and I haven't found the time to brush my teeth he still gives me a kiss hello :)
Dare I say "we've made it" two months? We knew going into this there would be no manual (although Erin has dug up a substantial amount of info online), no sleep, no time for us, less time for Dylan and no experience, just instincts. Before Logan blessed us on January 31st, we did get some practice changing diapers. What could be so hard about feeding and raising him? I'll have to admit, it's awful leaving Erin at home to fend for the family all day. I know Dylan can be a handful even when he gets the attention he wants, but Logan on the other hand is literally a handful. He doesn't nap all that well and we don't know all of his cries and fussy episodes yet, so carrying him around seems to be the default answer to his calls. It's not as taxing on me since I come home around 4 and we put him down for bed around 8. Most mornings I leave before he wakes up. To add insult to injury, I have class twice a week, so I'm only home for an hour of his awake time. It's not just that I feel bad for Erin having to take care of everyone during the day, twice a week evenings and twilight hours, but I also miss them :/ Logan is starting to smile, laugh a little, grab things with his hands and interact with us more. Exciting times lay ahead!
Is it my birthday?! All these new toys! Mom & Dad tell me I can't have them though. I think they are holding out until Christmas. That's my favorite, but I've already seen these toys, so I hope they get some more!! Oh, the little guy? You mean "bite size"? That's what I call him. Ya, I dunno. I try to hang out with him but Mom & Dad get nervous. I've even rolled over so he can scratch my belly, but I don't think he's all that into me. There was this one time, another little person came over and she dropped all sorts of tasty treats for me! I think this little guy's got potential. I'll keep an eye out for him, we're brothers you know...