+ = Pregnant

May 19th - home from London. Bought 3 home pregnancy tests without Kevin knowing. 1 vaguely positive, 2 negative. I think the 2 negative were a result of diluted urine - I chugged two bottles of water prior to taking them. What does this mean though? I will give it a day & then go get more.

May 21st - purchased another 2 home pregnancy tests (the expensive ones). 2 positives. A million and two emotions running thru my head - Overall feeling:

ELATED!!!
–adjective very happy or proud; jubilant; in high spirits: an elated winner of a contest.

I spent the next few minutes pacing the house wondering what the best way to tell Kevin was. I decided on making a gift bag & wearing the new shirt he bought me the previous weekend. It was still only 7 in the morning. So much had happened already! Our lives changed forever by peeing on a stick at 6:30am!!! Thank goodness for 24hr stores. FINALLY I get to go down the baby aisle! Yesssssss. I bought bibs, onsies (both neutral colors), a book, vitamins & lotion to put in the bag for Kevin. Now 8am - what the heck am I going to do the rest of the day. I can't possibly call anyone for fear I won't be able to hold it in & I must keep all email correspondence to Kevin to a minimum....he usually knows when somethins up. As if he can feel my sweaty palms on the keyboard. Not sure how I managed to keep myself busy for the rest of the day but I did. I hear the keys in the door & and my heart was beating so fast and my upper body went numb. Only ever time I felt that feeling was when Kevin proposed. The rest I'll let Kevin tell :)